i don't know how this happened. i don't want to lose sight of whats important. but what's important to me is falling apart and i'm watching it break and now i'm falling apart. and i'm losing touch with everything and i don't know what to do or say or how to fix things or if i can even fix things.
a month ago everything was great
i felt like i had my life together (as together as a 19 year old could)
what the fuck is going on?