just gone beyond repair.

i doubt myself, and i fuck up. i'm flawed, but i'm human. sometimes, i feel like i'm invincible, and all i want to be is invincible, and i want to conquer the world but i'm so afraid of the world. i need to know that theres more and i need to know that i'm capable of change, and that i'll be strong enough to change. i need to fix myself before i can fix someone else. and all i want to do is help fix other people as a contribution to this sad world. but the scary thing is, i don't know how to start fixing myself. but i cant be afraid anymore. i cant be afraid.