i have 600 words left. think i can pull it off tomorrow? cause i guess i don't really have a choice anymore. when i work, i always reach a point where my brain completely shuts off, and i am unable to do anything that requires thinking, or involves school. lately, its taken less and less school work to reach that point.
another thought: i've been feeling very .. bland lately. like i've been breathing, but i haven't been living. i second guess too many things. and the decisions i've been making will likely come back and kick me in the face. like the one i'm making now, to stop writing. i need to know that there's more to life than whats happening. i want to find some answers. i want to find a greater appreciation, because i feel like so much is missing. i want to find something, or do something to prove that i am capable of so much more. a quote from the buried life's videoblogs: "I want to show her that i can do something thats greater -- bigger than the world." maybe this is a bunch of rambling. sentences together, that don't necessarily fit. but sometimes, rambling makes the heart light.
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