happy valentine's day, world.

I'm not going to do the whole "fuck love" ordeal that usually comes across around this time of year. I dont want to be bitter. i will admit that i have been hurt, and watching people celebrate something that i lack, and run from, isnt a good feeling. I haven't lost hope. Love exists. just, in my world, not in the boygirlrelationshiphapilyeverafter kind of way. In my world, its more like familyfriendsmusiceverythingineedtokeepmesane kind of thing and right now, im perfectly fine with that. really, i can't ask for anything more. :)