so tell me whats the price to pay for glory?

I have so much pent up emotion, I just want to scream. Im not sure what exactly I`m feeling, but I know that my writting doesnt even give half to what i actually feel. i think that everything i write is missing something; emotion and meaning & i cant find the right combination of words to satisfy it.
I want to write something honnest.

I'm afraid of the truth.