dear jayham.

i've wanted to tell you so much. I hate what she's done do you, & i absolutly hate what she's done to our friendship. I feel like she stole my best friend. It sucks that we dont talk nearly as much as we used to, and when we did talk the other day, i've kind of just realized what i lost. well, i guess what im trying to say is that, i miss you tons. and i`m not going to tell you to leave her, dispite how i feel about her, i know you`re happy and i guess thats all that matters. just to let you know, incase you ever read this, i love you so much. i`ll always be here for you, no matter what, cause i know for a fact that you`ll always be there for me. you're really the only guy that has ever stuck around when he said he would.. and i`ll always be greatful for that. i`ll never never never leave you, because well, i care about you too much ..

i guess that's all i have to say,