i`m so sick of these random moments of heartache & deep thinking. jesus christ, it`ll be so much easier if you just got the fuck out of my head already ..
i hate that i enjoy your company so much, when you're not an asshole, and even worse, i hate how easily i give into my feelings after you`re done being a jerk .
ack, im waay to indicisive ..
sometimes, i wonder if it`ll be easier if you acctually knew how i felt . a part of me wants to say something, tell you, exactaly what i feel .. i hate holding myself back like this, but you have no idea how scared i am to lose what little of a relationship we already have, because somethings better then nothing at all . a part of me wants to take that risk , but, would it really be worth it?
i need to stop second - guessing myself like this, it never turns out good.
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