" do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hands? "

i have no words to describe how i feel. i hate these stupid feelings. i`m too weak, and vulnerable, when i should be stronger because he's not worth this at all. I cant blame anyone but myself, because all I do is set myself up for hurt, and give in to my emotions. Its not right. I cant. Not anymore. Im weak. Im fucking weak.


& i dont know what to do anymore.